一直以黎,就算離開幾耐,去到幾遠,心裡面永遠都係記掛香港。菲律賓人質事件,我會想去醫院睇下有無野可以幫手。每年暑假stay behind 香港到最後一秒先走。IB Diploma TOK滿分presentation 講廣東話Linguistic Determinism. Extended Essay A grade 探討點解逸東村係悲情城市。大學同roommate URL打myust.com會自動跳出mytvsuper. 去法國exchange 2歐買一盒VLT都捨得。就算依家係台北做野,都盡量一個月翻香港一次,因為香港有我愛嘅家人朋友同埋南記潭仔榮記勝香園 (I love noodles)。因為無論我幾愛台灣 yes I fucking love Taiwan;I know clearly 香港先係屋企,永永遠遠都係。Because Hong Kong is home.
97好彩(定係唔好彩)屋企決定唔移民去美國,I get to grow up in the best city in the world. (I truly believed that, especially after traveling to dozens of countries).香港有好多搵錢大過天躁底涼薄pk mean人;但係更多更多野令我引以為傲,任何地方都唔會搵到。曾幾何時,每當有人問我係邊度人,我都會將頭抬得更高,同人講 I am from Hong Kong. Yes, it is part of China, but we’re a Special Administrative Region and we have our own set of laws, police and government. 每當有人comment wow you speak such good English, 我會答, Hong Kong is a bilingual city, we start learning English from the age of 5 (even younger now I bet) 暗自翻個白眼。 我遇過幾個上左年紀嘅外國人,upon hearing I’m from Hong Kong, they’d say, oh I used to have toys that are Made in Hong Kong. 然後我心裡面總會泛起一絲絲自豪感。One of the SMARTEST person I know, chose to study in HKUST, all the way from Germany.
Now every single day I see people (Police/ Government) DESTROYING everything that Hong Kong stood for, destroying my one and only home. With ever violent gesture, every press conference they held; they’ve taken away, piece by piece, the haven I’ve known for all my life. 我難以想像依家嘅小朋友要面對嘅唔係訓導主任記過校服裙過短,而係警察去學校叫你除口罩。每個禮拜六日,要做好比人(警察) 打嘅心理準備。出街著咩顏色衫都要諗過度過。我最反感係去大陸出差,點解要我delete野,點解要咁撚驚比人見到屬於我自己嘅私隱。點解可以指鹿為馬,是非黑白顛倒,踢人係用腳推開人,警察變翻以前港產片嘅有牌爛仔,無法無天?oh and if I posted this, I can get LAID OFF? I’ve always had a lot of questions growing up…but these are the ones that cannot be answered. 去到今時今日我已經唔知每一日訓醒,香港仲會剩低幾多真正嘅香港,而唔係共產黨。到底挨唔挨得到我下次翻黎?The only thing I can think of right now, is pray. Pray that 善惡到頭終有報,多行不義必自斃。Because that’s the only thing that allows me to fall asleep at night.
Might as well put this out there now, before all the censorship bullshit and the end of freedom of speech.
– will try to do English translation tomorrow, in honor of the fact that Hong Kong was proudly a British Colony.